i want to float along a river. in a little boat. and just breathe.

every time i walk alone in the crisp cold. i just feel overwhelmed with the feeling of how wonderful it is to be alive, and here. haha.

i wish everyone could be like screw. we fight and argue, but no matter what we love each other to bits. haha. but then again, if everyone was like screw. what we have wouldn't be special anymore, and there'd be nothing to pull me back to spore.

i feel ashamed when i tell the dancers i haven't been dancing. how i want to dance. there's something wrong with not dancing. i can't explain it. its like i'm all twitchy. its an addiction. a craving to move. and its like i have way too much free time. this isn't how its supposed to be. haha.

for the first time in a long time, i have so much more time to breathe and rest. the amount i sleep nowadays, can rival choo yi ming. hahaha.